such a flash back i’m having. all this trouble isn’t worth it, is it? no no no this isn’t fair. but it can’t be all my fault, can it?
around this time last year i changed myself, aesthetic reasons purely. sadly to say, i haven’t been the same since. i liked listening to saosin and writing on walls and drinking 40’s and smoking weed and cutting up and my boyfriend taking care of me.
now, all i constantly do if fight with my boyfriend, when granted he’s only trying to take care of me.i’m trying to make sure he doesn’t get in trouble, but i’m only hurting him by holding him back on doing things he loves.
but baby, i promise. we’ll be back to this.
i love you, i love you, i love you. do you know that?
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